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I began waking up to what was going on in 2020 and then woke up to the scam that is the medical industry and viruses in 2021 when I discovered Sam Bailey and Andrew Kaufman. I have desperately been trying to wake my husband up to what is going on since then but to no avail. I’d send him documents and videos to look at, even trying to explain it myself and it was always in one ear and out the other.

When he announced at the beginning of this year that he had tested positive for Covid, I didn’t know if I should laugh or cry.. So I frankly stopped trying and we stopped talking about it because I just don’t have the energy to keep doing it when he so stubbornly refuse to listen.

As I’m writing this, I’m currently 9 weeks pregnant with my first child and need less to say that this has shoved me right back into the conversation again - and with the morning sickness and general misery that comes with “the miracle of life”, I’m really not in the mood to keep having this conversation, but now I seemingly can’t escape it anymore.

We went to the doctor for a confirmation a few days ago (because I needed a document to prove I’m pregnant for some bureaucratic bs, otherwise I would have rather stayed at home).

This being “flu-season”, there were of course little notes and posters everywhere reminding us all to get the flu-jab. My husband saw it and went on a long rant about how dangerous the flu is and what if he catches it at work and brings it home to me and then the baby dies. I told him that both me and the baby are fine and I’m not worried about the flu. Well, he still is so the rant continued.

Before leaving the doctor, we are given a stack full of documents with everything from making a reservation to give birth at the clinic to a seemingly endless list of tests for me to take.

I think my favorite was the ridiculous long list of tests for STDs that they want me to take. We were given a form for me to fill out to give my consent for the tests which I promptly threw in the trash for obvious reasons. Seeing this, my husband yet again set off on yet another rant. Not interested in having this discussion again, I simply told him “I’m not at risk of any of those diseases so I have no intention of taking any test for them”, to which he responded (and I quote) “I’m not sure you are allowed to say ‘no’. What if the doctor gets mad?”.

Why in the world would I care if the doctor gets mad?!

I’m so incredibly frustrated right now that I don’t know what to do with myself.. And I’m only 9 weeks along.. I can only imagine what the rants will be once I’m further along or when the baby is actually born... Not gonna lie, I’ve seriously started questioning who and why I married..

So much time spent trying to open his eyes and yet he still believes that invisible boogie men are out to get him (and now this baby).. Worse yet, I’ve quickly learned that the man I thought would stand up to protect his family is in reality the kind of guy who’d immediately drop to his knees because he’s too afraid to make any perceived authority angry.

I frankly feel so alone right now.

Excuse my long rant. I’ve had this bottled up for days now so when I read the post I just exploded and needed to vent.

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Melanie LB's avatar

Thank you for this post. I would say the number one issue, whenever trying to convince someone else that there is a nefarious agenda at play, is their immediate response of; "But why would they? It is too much like a James Bond plot!". They can't see why those who already have wealth beyond their wildest dreams, and more power than they know what to do with, could possibly want more. Climate hoax? Don't be daft - why would the world's scientists be saying what they are?! And they can't even contemplate any question of the degree of evil required, to be actively engaging in mass depopulation! I, like most others on 'this' side of the fence, find it a huge strain having to engage with family who are living in the parallel world where ignorance is bliss. Having to constantly be careful of what I say, in case I make any kind of 'tinfoil hat confirmation' remarks; it becomes easier to just not say anything at all. So I am probably seen as standoffish instead!

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